Back To December

i'm so glad, you made time to see me
how's life??tell me how's your family
i haven't seen them in a while

you've been good, busier than ever
we small talk, work and the weather
you guard is up and i know why

because the last time you saw me
still burned in the back of your mind
you gave me roses, and i left them there to die

so, this is me swallowing my pride
standing in front of you, saying i'm sorry for that night
and i go back to december all the time

it turns out, freedom ain't nothing but missing you
wishing i'd realized what i had when you were mine
and i go back to december turn around and make it alright
i go back to december all the time

these days, i haven't been sleeping
staying up playing back myself leaving
when you birthday passed, and i didn't call

and i think about summer, all the beautiful time
i watched you laughing at the passenger side
and realized i love you in the fall

and when the cold came, the darks days
when fear crept into my mind
you gave all your love and all i give you was goodbye

so, this is me swallowing my pride 

standing in front of you saying i'm sorry for that night
and i go back to december all the time

it turns out, freedom ain't nothing but missing you
wishing i'd realized, what i had when you were mine
and i go back to december turn around and change my own mind
i go back to december all the time

i miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
so good to me, so right
and when you held me in you arm that september night
the first time you ever saw me cry

maybe this is wishful thinking
probably mindless dreaming

but if you love again, i swear i love you right

i'd go back in time, and change it
but i can't, so if the chance is on your door i understand

this is me swallowing my pride
standing in front of you saying i'm sorry for that night
and i go back to december

it turns out, freedom ain't nothing but missing you
wishing i'd realized what i had when you were mine
 i go back to december, turn aroud and make it alright
i go back to december, turn around and change my own mind
i go back to december all the time..